Giving up on you in not a option. If you are a king I will be your queen.
I dream daily of everything I love about you. You lips and the perfect way they curve, how when you get irritable and want to argue, how your cheek bones run high and your jawline, how I want to kiss all over your face. The way your voice always has that hint of sadness to it like someone who has been through a tiring life. The way your eyes sparkle, how
Big and brown and beautiful they are. How your art consumes your so whole heartedly. The way you throw yourself into everything you do. How blissfully unaware you are. How you never judge me for my feelings even if you don’t feel the same. How the distance doesn’t matter we are still connected. How you argue. How frustrating you are. How beautiful your heart is. How wounded you are at times. How you hurt and burn and glow at the same time. How you’re so domestic. How shy you are at times. How you dislike phone. How unexpectedly you can compliment me. How you’ll always keep me waiting. How you see things. How you see people. How your intellect defies what is normal. How you can perfectly explain politics war fare, business and finances, even when you are intoxicated. How you are the best part of my day. How you meditate. How you drink tea. How you still have that scared little boy inside you that you won’t admit is there. How your readable, atleast to me. How you appreciate art. And the world and culture. How you are never afraid to learn. How you accept things you can’t do alone. How stubborn you can be.
I could keep going all night.
Every fault and scar every little thing that makes you you, I adore endlessly and respect. Sometimes I not even sure love is the correct word for how I feel.
It’s not strong enough it’s not right but it’s close.
I really can’t have feelings for anyone but you. I just keep waiting.
I understand the waiting may never end.
But it is worth it.
And one day when I’m old and grey I will still be able to look at you and say I love everything about you.
I am connected to you threw snow an rain and miles and always have been. You are the best part of everyday.
I long for the day I can sit beside you playing chess and drinking tea. Or adventuring connecting with the earth and universe.
I’ll always be waiting. To share beautiful moments with you.
You won’t see this, but it’s out there now. My admission that I love you for no less than everything you are. You deserve all the love in the world an all your dreams. I wish you’d let me help make them real.
So now I’ll go to sleep and dream of you like everything night. And the simple things at that. Like te one of a simple argument about how you won’t rest cause you have things to do. And it makes me laugh.
So oppa. I love you. Don’t take it wrong.
Joquesse Eugenia (via sophioo)
damn straight.(via venusandthenativemoon)